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Sunday, September 28, 2008

Problem = Solution waiting to happen

"Problems have solutions, Trust and I will show...Problems have solutions, for I made it so..."
-Stevie Wonder - You Will Know (1987)

My Ol' Earth used to play that song every Sunday. She was never really religious, wasn't church-going @ all (good for me), but she believed in God/Jesus/Whoever, and played her gospel and positive songs on Sunday, incense lit and all...From the same album though (Characters, 1987), I remember gettn my ass beat to "My Eyes Don't Cry"...How ironic lol

This song was going through my head a few minutes ago, and it made me think about how some years ago, I started telling people that "There's no such thing as a problem, just solutions waiting for you to make them happen". It was later that I heard what Allah said regarding the Problem Book "I ain't got no problems, Sun"...The irony again...

The tools that I've been given over life to analyze, measure up, break down, & ultimately solve any "problem" that I come across, have always proven themselves to be either dead wrong, right, or right and exact. The ones that have always been right & exact, have been Allah's Lessons as given in Harlem...He left only the Supreme Mathematics & the Supreme Alphabet as his Own. 120 was reworked by him to be used as a launching pad for studying the times we live in, how things happened beforehand to get to where we are, and where they are headed as a result...Everything I've studied since putting these lessons on cap, has led back to Allah's Lessons either directly, or indirectly...The Man was on point, no doubt!!!

Now-A-Days, I'm presented more "problems' than I've EVER had, yet no real stress about them, at least not like I used to stress over what I can call in retrospect petty problems. If a problem is only a solution on pause, than that means I have a list of solutions lined up for me, that's all. When a new "problem" arises, most times my first reaction is to shrug my shoulders, & ask myself, is "Now What?", or "What's Next?" (Then what happened? 31*, 1-36). This puts me in the mind frame to actually resolve the issue, rather than making it worse by stressing myself over it. A problem can't be solved with the same way of thinking that brought it about, so it's going to take a clear head to see where I need to head next, why stress?

Every issue has a mathematical, scientific solution, if we would only choose to see it that way. I think the Qur'an says "For every difficulty, there is relief", once again confirming that there are no unsolvable problems. Now that I think about it, the word problem doesn't even exist in 120, the closest words to it are trials and tribulations...Both a trial and a tribulation have an end to them (Knowledge to Born), and can only be recycled (Cipher) if the (root) issue was not solved the 1st time a-round...If @ 1st you don't succeed...

So, in essence, when you find yourself stressing over this problem or that issue, interpret the situation differently than you have before, see another angle, becasue there is a definite solution for a determined mind to find. There may even be more than one right & exact answer, go with the one that works for you. The rules and regulations that keep the Universe running are solid, but your interpretations of them don't have to be. There's 2 side to a circle/circumference/circumstance, the inside, and the outside...Step outside of the problem, and I guarantee that the solution can be found...Ok, that song's done downloading, about to see how much of it i really remember...

Peace...
Au

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

...in the pursuit of Happiness...

Peace...

More thoughts...I'll make this one quick...

17) What is the meaning of civilization?
One having Knowledge, Wisdom, Understanding, Culture, Refinement, and is not a savage in the pursuit of Happiness...

Gotta disagree with one point in this...Happiness isn't something to be pursued outside of ones' self, never has been...It's already there, as a natural state of Mind, as a CHOICE...Children do it all the time...Choose to be happy...Just as there can't be both light and dark occupying the same space, happiness and it's opposites can't exist in the same space...

If happiness could be pursued, it could only be by taking a trip within, digging through all that keeps it from coming to the surface (acquired savagery)...

Peace...
Au

txt mssg 2 th wrld

Pc...

ive bn doin sum thnkn, & it seems lk thrs no othr way 2 say ths, so im jus gnna b blnt..

sm of yll r jus foul, & i refuse to wste any mr time mssn w u..ive bn cul, lettn a lt of sht slide, bt no mr...my primry concrn is 4 me & my babies frm ths pnt 4wrd, and 4 thos who lk owt 4 me lk i lk owt4 thm..aint no luv lost, just time to mk sum chngs n my life..dnt smile @ me if u dnt mean it, cuz u wont gt the sm n retrn, yall knw im tru, n nvr crssd u, so lts jus kp it 100..u cn try2 crucfy me f u wnt, bt it wnt wrk

yeh it's like that

ps...ya brth stnk 2, u knw i alwys got gum, jus ask, i knw u can tst tht as mch as i cn smll it

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Building & Burning Bridges/Friends or Fry-Ends?

Peace...

I come in a current today that has me @ odds with myself...

2*, 1-36 I came to the wilderness of North America by myself.

People come & go in my life so much, that I've come to expect it. Sad, no, True, yes. Just is what it is. I no longer have as hard a time with it as I used to. It has allowed me to over time be more in tune with myself, what I really want out of life, my dreams, wishes, ambitions, etc., and to work on them with no distractions. I find that quality time by myself, actually sharpens me. Gives me time to battle myself, or should I say the potential for devil within self, and that's easier to do when there's not another person battling their devils in the room with you, thinking it's you that they are at war with...Having said all that, no man is an island...

Again though, I'm @ odds with myself, mainly because of some thoughts I've been going over with self. Born from that were some recent events that I created over the last few years, that are coming back to bite/sting me. It involves friends that I have, and made me look at Word being Bond in a new light...

One friend, it was an obligation that we both had given our word on. I love this friend and refuse to let $ come between us, but it was the broken word that bothers me the most. The situation put a setback on an issue I had recently rectified, so now I have that very same mountain to climb again. I found myself waking up a few mornings ago mad as hell, and sent a barrage of texts to them, to let them know how I felt about it. took a few days, but I have since forgiven them, and we're working to fix it, but it lead me to question myself...Was I being naive to simply have trust in some one?. To begin with, experience has taught me not to trust openly, wearing your heart on your sleeve is asking for trouble. I helped this person out about a year ago when they needed me to (after considerable thought), and it led to the issue we have today. Again, it's on the way to being fixed, but damn...

Another situation was me needing help from another "friend" that I have helped numerous times, when they needed me. A simple 10 minute ride to work is all I asked, my engine cracked a couple of weeks ago. When it came down to it though, I was calmly deferred to another person for the very same help that I had given to this person on many occasions. It's not that I "expected" for this person to help me, it's the fact that I KNOW for a fact that I have done and would continue to do the same for them when & if they needed it. AND, the fact that this person was more than able to help me out. Where's the Love?

That fucks it up for other people, as far as trusting them, but should it?

I'm a proud man, and am reluctant to ask for help when I think I need it. I'm also loyal as a friend (Love, Life, and Loyalty were 3 principles I learned to stand for as a youth), and will go through Hell with a smile, for a person that I consider close to me if need be. There was a time when I didn't care about anyone who was an adult, and I guess I'm making up for it. Things like this leave a bitter taste though. It's leading me back to the "born alone, die alone" mentality I once had (selfishness). This writing is a bit of therapy for me, to get this off my chest and stop mulling over it. But, I also know what else I gotta do...Burn some bridges...not necessarily with the 2 people mentioned above, but with anyone who I can't share Equality/True Friendship with...

Some bridges, it's wise to burn them, you don't want to end up falling in the waters trying to walk on some rickety ass bridge with no foundation. Some Bridges, I keep healthy, even though they may have a bit of dust on them, they are well kept, because once again, loyalty is important to me. Any bridge though where the traffic is one way, they gotta go.

I've worked hard on myself to repair the trust issues I've accumulated along the way. I do my best to keep my word bond when I give it, and I guess that I expect since I do so, that others should also. Is that too much to ask?

While I don't ask for help when I can do something for self, I do ask that the people around me share the same standards that I uphold for myself, and I respect others' domain when I'm in it. So it bothers me that people don't realize the impact that they have on others by not showing the same respect, and cross lines that shouldn't be crossed. Maybe I expect too much, I don't know?

The above are just 2 examples of what I go through, being around people who are unalike me in thought and action, & I'm sure I'm not alone in this. Opposites attract, true in-deed, yet alike (minds) attract also, and the rarity of alike minds where I am bugs the fuck outta me. Yeah, some might say "teach them", well, i can't make the blind to see, the deaf to hear, or the dumb to speak if they are too scared to do either...Grown people are stuck in their ways, so I focus on the open-minded youth, so they won't be like the
stupefied adults around them...

I have high standards, and to not "compromise" them in some way, or at least to show Understanding towards others, would lead to a very lonely life. Like I said, no man is an island, but my own island is starting to sound damn good right about now...

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Binary Language (Knowledge added to a Cipher)

Peace...

Allah’s work is never done (18*, 1-40), and the mystery god really just ain’t been doing the job for Us or the 85% (10*, 1-40)...I guess I have this aura of trustworthiness around me, people who don’t even know me well have been confiding in me ever since I was a young boy. Their deepest darkest secrets are revealed to me, things that they would never even tell their mystery god if he did exist...This is just one lightwieght example...

About 1am this morning, I got a text from an Original Woman that I work with, stating how she finds herself feeling hopeless, and crying herself to sleep every night. She worries about everything from bills, to ex-boyfriends (one up and got married on her birthday to one of her friends, neither one of them told her about their plans), work, school, to her mother sticking pins in her head still @ age 23 (of course she didn’t say it that way)...She’s currently taking that "infamous" semester off from school, and isn’t sure if she’ll go back next semester. Overall, she’s kind-hearted, but naive regarding the ways of the world. She simply wasn’t prepared for what life in Yacub world manifest had to offer, and just went by what her parents told her to do, which led her to the place she was in today (29*, 1-40).

@ 1st, I really didn’t even know what to say. I’m not a woman, so I can’t act like I’ve ever felt what they feel, being the All-Eye-Seeing though (37*, 1-40), I can relate to their struggle. I thought back to when I had no hope for a future, just eeking my days out as they came, looking forward to the last one, even pushing the boundaries to speed up the process. So most naturally, when I’m lesft with no answer, I took it to the Math, and asked her how well she knew herself. Her reply was that she used to know herself (2*, 1-14), but so much has happened that she never expected to (24*, SA)...So I told her that Knowledge of Self would be the key to changing what she didn’t like about herself, and that would in turn change her life (19*, SA). She didn’t know where to start, was the next response. The next lesson to come to mind was the 1*, 1-14, take the best parts of what she already knew about herself, and to go from there. It’s not like I could or would give her Math directly, she had just tried to give me pepperoni pizza the day before, & knows me better than that?!?!

The point of all of this though, is that it had me meditating on today’s Math afterwards. Knowledge add a Cipher had me think of the binary (base-2) number system/language, all 1s and 0s, and how it applies to the world..I can’t think of anything digital that doesn’t use this language. In this Digital Age, either you’re turned On/Have Knowledge, or you’re turned Off/lack Knowledge. You’re either The One, or (virtually) nothing. No fractions, no in between, nonadat. Y Equal Self, or Now Cipher. The ones can become zeros, and the zeros can become ones (10*, SA)...

It brought to mind also a People PC (dial-up service) commercial, which is subliminal white supremacy/the making of the devil. Anyone watching tv over the last couple of years has seen this, I’m sure. I bet you even got one of their CDs in the mail. Anyway, one of the stick figures was blue (representing People PC/ (colored) People’s Power to Color), the rest were all black (Original Nation). Keep in mind that symbolically, blue is the color representing depression and/or illusion). The blue figure touched a black figure and it too became blue. That was passed on (emotional contagion) by the 2nd blue figure, and this continued until all of the figures were blue (colored/depressed/recessed). To me, it showed right in your face how the grafting process works, mentally (30*, 31*, 1-40). Take an Original mind, and color it (2*, 1-10) until it’s no longer orginal. That saying that misery loves company, I’m sure that we’ve all experienced that, where someone comes thru just to drain your energy one way or another to make themselves feel better (unalike attract 21*, 1-40). If they’re fucked up, they want you to be fucked up too, crabs in a barrel, etc...

The above demostrated how devil is made, how a 1 can become a 0. We having Knowledge, are each a U-nit/Universal Light (nit= nitere=to shine/a unit of luminance; can also refer to lice and their eggs/bloodsuckers/10%) followed by Ciphers (0s) that live via Wisdom Knowledge (6*, 1-40). The weight we carry by Our presence on the Planet Earth is to show forth Equality to the those followers, making those 0s into 1s by giving them Knowledge via Wisdom. Adding Knowedge on to a Cipher, that Cipher now has value, and is not longer nothing. Who is that mystery god? Rhetorical question. The mystery god is nothing (6*, 1-36). EVERYTHING came/comes from another person/mind. When studying 120 back day, I was told to reverse the Wisdom Cipher degrees that born devil, to born God. Basically, undo the grafting process/graft back to the Original (34*, 1-40), if it won’t take too damn long (that’s where Patience comes in, 27*, 1-40/Rev 1:9). Patience is a virtue, until it becomes a waste/loss of time (10*, 1-40)...

In summary, the quickest & easiest way to murder the devil, is to undo the works of the devil (10*, 1-14, 34*-40*, 1-40), just Add On what was subtracted (Knowledge). Again, the mystery god aint doing it, nothing from nothing leaves nothing. and you damn sure can’t multiply or divide by 0 and expect a logical result. When a person is feeling that they are 0, that’s when you Add On. Be the 11*, 1-40, the relief that the 85% need (11*, 1-40)...

Peace...
Allah Universal

Knowledge of Self: A Collection of Wisdom on the Science of Everything in Life

Knowledge of Self: A Collection of Wisdom on the Science of Everything in Life
written by the Almighty Nation of Gods & Earths